Now I know what you're thinking...Steve, you're skinny, why are you so worried or Steve, you gotta stop worrying about stuff that doesn't matter.
You know, it's a little easier said than done. I keep meaning to save money but I never do.
I think every living person has an issue of some sort, thinning hair, weight, money, family, fears, relationships..etc, however, does that then give us the right to judge someone who is struggling with their body image. I suppose if it starts to affect someones health then by all means intervene all you can.
I am currently 160 lbs (11.5 stone - 72.5 kg) and I first started dieting when I reached 184lbs (13 stone - 83 kgs) back in 2012. I just can't seem to get over my fear of putting weight back on. I get really anxious if I go out with my friends and end up eating a kebab, McDonalds and various other unhealthy fried sh*t.
I think getting this sort of thing off my chest via my blog will probably help me to some extent, and hopefully I will realise how utterly daft this all is, not only have I got more important things to worry about but some people haven't had the opportunities in life that I have had.
Don't worry guys, I lost the weight very slowly and on a very healthy diet plan but I think it gets to the point that it begins to rule you. It's a bit like gambling, you keep going back to win just a little bit more or in this case...loose.
Oh I won't be caught dead in a gym...it's too much effort.
I'm not really reaching a conclusion here because I am going to be too biased. I don't like what it's doing to me, I kinda want to stop worrying, but I also don't want to put weight on again. Plus, I am the biggest hypocrite in the world.
If I was my friend, I'd tell myself to get a life and stop being such a knob.
That's all folks.
GOOOODBYYYEEEE
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